Silence

November Sunrise (11.28.12, 10:37 am, Anchorage, AK)
To deliver oneself up,
to hand oneself over,
entrust oneself completely to the silence
of a wide landscape of woods and hills,
or sea and desert; to sit still while
the sun comes up over the land
and fills its silences with light.

…few are willing to belong completely
to such silence, to let it soak into their bones,
to breathe nothing but silence, to feed
on silence, and to turn the very substance of their life
into a living and vigilant silence.

~ Thomas Merton
from Thoughts in Solitude

Assignment 3.

Under the Eaves (12.23.13, 4:05 pm, Anchorage, AK)

Come stand over here, just a step or two beyond the place you have occupied for so long, where you have worn the earth smooth with your pacing, where you have spent so many hours fighting the problem you cannot seem to solve. Take a break. Catch your breath. Come stand here, where you can catch a freshening breeze and see far into the valley below. Let the distant clouds carry your worry for a while, see how the sun empties the world of shadow. The answer you seek may be just a step beyond, a higher place where the view is clear of all obstructions.

— Steven Charleston

 

In this World.

The Storm

Now through the white orchard my little dog
romps, breaking the new snow
with wild feet.
Running here running there, excited,
hardly able to stop, he leaps, he spins
until the white snow is written upon
in large, exuberant letters,
a long sentence, expressing
the pleasures of the body in this world.
Oh, I could not have said it better

-Mary Oliver

This morning the thought came to me of “being immersed in the world.” I was given the palpable feeling of what this is. To be saturated with the substance of the entire world, to be of the substance of all things. Later… I came upon the above poem on Facebook!

It is what I need for my soul’s growth, and also for the story work I am doing now. I am working on re-entering THE SNOW MAIDEN, so I can share it at the Anchorage Folk Festival.

Unconditional Happiness

Morning Coffee (Dec 11, 2012, Anchorage, AK)

This morning I woke up with the thought that it is possible to choose happiness and not impose any external condition upon our experiencing it. Happiness is most easily experienced when something we like happens to us. Is isn’t so easy to choose happiness regardless of our reactions to external circumstances and internal thought patterns. (I am not speaking about depression and other forms of mental illness here.)

I see in myself a recurring sense of dread when I anticipate having to do something that I am afraid I will not be able to accomplish. I am getting tired of having this happen to me. I don’t deny it, but rather, I wrap my Self around it and hold it from a place deeper within, the place I have found through performing meditative practices.

When I do this I have compassion for all humans and animals, for the suffering endured. I hope and believe more of us will have the opportunity to transcend suffering as we access that place within ourselves that is perpetually blissful.

AUTHOR: Fra Giovanni Giocondo (c.1435–1515)
QUOTATION: There is nothing I can give you which you have not got; but there is much, very much, that, while I cannot give it, you can take. No Heaven can come to us unless our hearts find rest in it to-day. Take Heaven! No peace lies in the future which is not hidden in this present little instant. Take peace!The gloom of the world is but a shadow. Behind it, yet within our reach, is joy. There is radiance and glory in the darkness, could we but see; and to see, we have only to look. Contessina I beseech you to look.Life is so generous a giver, but we, judging its gifts by their covering, cast them away as ugly or heavy or hard. Remove the covering, and you will find beneath it a living splendour, woven of love, by wisdom, with power. Welcome it, grasp it, and you touch the Angel’s hand that brings it to you. Everything we call a trial, a sorrow, or a duty: believe me, that angel’s hand is there; the gift is there, and the wonder of an overshadowing Presence. Our joys, too: be not content with them as joys, they too conceal diviner gifts.

Life is so full of meaning and of purpose, so full of beauty—beneath its covering—that you will find that earth but cloaks your heaven. Courage, then to claim it: that is all! But courage you have; and the knowledge that we are pilgrims together, wending through unknown country, home.

And so, at this Christmas time, I greet you; not quite as the world sends greetings, but with profound esteem, and with the prayer that for you, now and forever, the day breaks and the shadows flee away.

ATTRIBUTION: FRA GIOVANNI, A Letter to the Most Illustrious the Contessina Allagia Dela Aldobrandeschi, Written Christmas Eve Anno Domini 1513(193?)The British Museum stated in 1970 that it had “proved impossible” to identify Fra Giovanni, the purported author of this letter. This was published, probably in the 1930s, “with Christmas Greetings” from Greville MacDonald, son of novelist George MacDonald, and Mary MacDonald.

 

Allow a place for the trickster.

Mountain Range (Jan 22, 2013, Anchorage, AK, 11:19 am)

Allow a place for the trickster in your life.
Otherwise it gets too boring. Leave the back door open, because he (or she) never enters through the front door, and we never know when. If he visits you, lock your reasonable thoughts in a room, and if they don’t cooperate, give them a toy to play with. Have a good meal with the trickster and allow yourself to laugh. Enjoy the new perspective he brings as a gift, while everybody else is discussing reasons for foiled plans. The trickster is a messenger from the soul; he (or she) sometimes tries to visit us, but we don’t always welcome them, and sometimes, getting stuck in old patterns, we prefer to become bitter or moralizing. It makes a great difference how we respond.
-The Sacred Feminine for Life

Mountain Range 2 (Jan 22, 2013, Anchorage, AK, 11:18 am)

 

Poem Written for the Second Inauguration of President Barack Obama

One Today

One sun rose on us today, kindled over our shores,
peeking over the Smokies, greeting the faces
of the Great Lakes, spreading a simple truth
across the Great Plains, then charging across the Rockies.
One light, waking up rooftops, under each one, a story
told by our silent gestures moving behind windows.

My face, your face, millions of faces in morning’s mirrors,
each one yawning to life, crescendoing into our day:
pencil-yellow school buses, the rhythm of traffic lights,
fruit stands: apples, limes, and oranges arrayed like rainbows
begging our praise. Silver trucks heavy with oil or paper—
bricks or milk, teeming over highways alongside us,
on our way to clean tables, read ledgers, or save lives—
to teach geometry, or ring-up groceries as my mother did
for twenty years, so I could write this poem.

All of us as vital as the one light we move through,
the same light on blackboards with lessons for the day:
equations to solve, history to question, or atoms imagined,
the “I have a dream” we keep dreaming,
or the impossible vocabulary of sorrow that won’t explain
the empty desks of twenty children marked absent
today, and forever. Many prayers, but one light
breathing color into stained glass windows,
life into the faces of bronze statues, warmth
onto the steps of our museums and park benches 2
as mothers watch children slide into the day.

One ground. Our ground, rooting us to every stalk
of corn, every head of wheat sown by sweat
and hands, hands gleaning coal or planting windmills
in deserts and hilltops that keep us warm, hands
digging trenches, routing pipes and cables, hands
as worn as my father’s cutting sugarcane
so my brother and I could have books and shoes.

The dust of farms and deserts, cities and plains
mingled by one wind—our breath. Breathe. Hear it
through the day’s gorgeous din of honking cabs,
buses launching down avenues, the symphony
of footsteps, guitars, and screeching subways,
the unexpected song bird on your clothes line.

Hear: squeaky playground swings, trains whistling,
or whispers across café tables, Hear: the doors we open
for each other all day, saying: hello| shalom,
buon giorno |howdy |namaste |or buenos días
in the language my mother taught me—in every language
spoken into one wind carrying our lives
without prejudice, as these words break from my lips.

One sky: since the Appalachians and Sierras claimed
their majesty, and the Mississippi and Colorado worked
their way to the sea. Thank the work of our hands:
weaving steel into bridges, finishing one more report
for the boss on time, stitching another wound 3
or uniform, the first brush stroke on a portrait,
or the last floor on the Freedom Tower
jutting into a sky that yields to our resilience.

One sky, toward which we sometimes lift our eyes
tired from work: some days guessing at the weather
of our lives, some days giving thanks for a love
that loves you back, sometimes praising a mother
who knew how to give, or forgiving a father
who couldn’t give what you wanted.

We head home: through the gloss of rain or weight
of snow, or the plum blush of dusk, but always—home,
always under one sky, our sky. And always one moon
like a silent drum tapping on every rooftop
and every window, of one country—all of us—
facing the stars
hope—a new constellation
waiting for us to map it,
waiting for us to name it—together

— Richard Blanco

Full text via Presidential Inauguration Committee

Nighttime.

Highlands of the Big South Fork (Fentress Co, TN, Nov 1, 2012)
The world rests in the night. Trees, mountains, fields, and faces are released from the prison of shape and the burden of exposure. Each thing creeps back into its own nature within the shelter of the dark. Darkness is the ancient womb. Nighttime is womb- time.
~ John O’Donohue